Sunday, May 9, 2010

Complete Meltdown

OMG! He's so ignorant. I try to talk to him. I try to let him know who I really am but what does he care?? Why do I care? I keep ignoring the inevitable. He apologizes but does it again. Maybe it's because he doesn't know what "it" is! There is nothing that I need. No romance. No understanding. No foreplay. Just good sex! Lovemaking?? That begins in the mind and he has no clue as to what's inside.

I know all of these things to be true but when I hear his voice or see that smile...I melt!!!...COMPLETELY! 

2 comments:

  1. I know this feeling all to well! In our mind we can be soooo over a person and then when we are in the physical, the flesh becomes weak! And we fall right back into the dangerous cycle that ultimately makes us crazy because we are not fulfilled!! lol! xoxo

    --iStyleLikeMe

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  2. I wish i had more self-control!!! lol. I am happy to say that things have gotten alot better! and that I came to blogger to see what you had to say...I so enjoy!! Keep stylin'!

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