I've moved (for now).

http://bowsbaublesandbeliefs.wordpress.com/

I've relocated but I still check out what's going on over here. I needed a change. A new lease on life. Thanks!

She is PHRESH!

So I'm back and ready to enjoy this thing called life...but enough about me!! (I'll get back to that later).

                                                                    My daughter
                                                                    Justice
She had her first performance with I AM PHRESH dance studio today.  This is her waiting for the soundmen to arrive.

The performance was great and (of course) I didn't record it.  But she did a second show (which wasn't as good as the first) and so here it goes...

...I was so disappointed that I recorded it the wrong way. I guess I just learned my first photo journalism lesson. Oh well *shrugs* I guess you'll have to turn your head .  I'm just happy to have it recorded. 

This her after the show...HAPPY!



**I guess I should mention that her 4 yr old sister and 14 yr old brother will be starting classes next week!!!!! 

The star is still shining!

So my 11 year old superstar diva had a birthday yesterday and wore a tiara to school!!! She enjoyed her bday and we made cupcakes. check 'em out! (She baked the chocolate ones...mommy styled them!!!)  She deserved every bit of love that mommy put in them! Happy birthday, baby ...you'll always be the twinkle in my eye!

This is how i feel...

"Time"

How come you don't make time for me anymore
That's the last thing she said to you
And now when you call she don't answer anymore
Or the line is busy and you can't get through

In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time

Her love wasn't a priority to you
You had other things on your mind
And now that it's much to little and so far too late
The busy signals all that's left behind
You're all alone

In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time

Hey, no one knows what they have until they don't
And by then it doesn't matter anymore
You're all alone

In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
And the time it would take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone (she'll be gone)
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
Hang up the phone...

thx., Ne-Yo.

Complete Meltdown

OMG! He's so ignorant. I try to talk to him. I try to let him know who I really am but what does he care?? Why do I care? I keep ignoring the inevitable. He apologizes but does it again. Maybe it's because he doesn't know what "it" is! There is nothing that I need. No romance. No understanding. No foreplay. Just good sex! Lovemaking?? That begins in the mind and he has no clue as to what's inside.

I know all of these things to be true but when I hear his voice or see that smile...I melt!!!...COMPLETELY! 

some bad and some just...anyway, i'm in a good space right now.

Omg...well @ least that's how I feel @ the moment. I'm @ the sheraton suites in this comfortable bed all alone...relaxing! a lot has gone on...some good,